I Wrote This In 2010

Since i wrote this so long ago idk what its about tbh haha.

These gummy bears seemed firmer then usual,making them harder to eat.For some odd reason there was hope that these little bears would help change everything.Never sure how they could do such a thing,but there were so much thought on it,but being unsure made them almost worthless,so life just goes on.Even the sudden moment that the mind was occupied with thought,it never excused the fact that life was based on a secret.If life could be paused with a few gummy bears for a single moment,would a few more pause for a little longer?One would think so,though there aren't any left.It leaves the mind so open and as overwhelmed as before.Couldn't hide from the secret that has become more then something small,for its now as large as life itself.Has taken over one's mind and made everything else evolve around it.This makes the world much more difficult,harder to bare.Even if one secret could feel so good,it could also feel so wrong.Though doesn't discourage the mind to thrive off it,doesn't discourage the mind to wish there was nothing standing in the way of making it okay.Everyone knows that you can't have everything you want,though most know you can't have something if its too big to hold in your mind without going utterly insane.It kills inside to hide it from the world,it kills inside to wonder when you can start to breathe easy.Playing out the scenario in your mind,eases the heart and makes everything feel so much better.If you close your eyes,and are afraid to open them,just pray for more gummy bears when you awake.