Today (2010)

I watch him from the corner of my eye, As I try so hard not to.

I don’t want to see him,

I don’t want to know he is there.

 

It hurts too much, And I have to admit, That I just caught his eye.

It makes me want to cry for he sits there reminding me who I fell in love with 3 years ago.

 

I now realize that this is the worst feeling I could ever feel.

To sit beside the one that means the world to me, knowing I mean nothing to him…

 

I just wish he knew, I just wish he’d understand. But he will never see me the way that I see him.

 

I still wish to confess to him, how I really feel, But will I ever have the courage to?

 

since I have seen him many times before…