Addiction

It's my guilty pleasure. I hide it from my loved ones, hide it from my friends. I make excuses and stretch the truth to hide my addiction. I often waste money I don't have. I often have to suffer for it but it's always worth it. Unlike most people though, I admit I have a problem. I don't want to fix it though, just always acknowledge it's there. It's not like it will kill me and it could always be worse. I could be addicted to drugs, alcohol or shoplifting. I'm better off than most so I'm quite alright with myself.