My stomach honestly is in knots when I think of you. I often don't think it's fair. You sleep at night just fine and don't know what you do to me. I know my dreams are far fetched but I wish you lived those dreams with me.
It's hard not to just curl up in bed and think about the "what if" the "woulda, coulda, shoulda but didn't" I think about it ALL THE TIME. It's not often my mind is completely on something else.
Every love song, every slow jam, every sex photo, every meme, every cute post, every romantic photo.....I think of you....
It's sad to think that almost all of us will die, not completely happy. Almost all of us will die without having who we really want. Almost all of us will die and never know the outcome of that "woulda, coulda shoulda...."
Because we didn't....
because we couldn't, even though we woulda and was really wanting to...
But...
Sometimes....
There is just no way.
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